It's seems to me like no matter what I do and no matter how I try, I always end up messing things up. I know I may not be the best person in the world, or the easiest to get along with, but who's to say that I don't try? Apparently I'm controlling, selfish, annoying, etc, etc. I get so confused because they tell me not to change them, yet in the process, their only goal is to change me. This is who I am, this is the way I was born, this is the way I will always be and nothing will ever change that. NOTHING. I just want to be accepted for me and only me. I want to be happy. I want to live my life as Christina Morales, not Christina Morales revised by _____.
Though I rant and rave about all my insecurities and issues, I know that I am a good person. I know I'm a good person because I try to be one. I don't let these things take over my life. I'm a sixteen year old girl who was born and raised in the ghetto with not much to call my own. I was taught to live life the hard way. Therefore, you can't expect much from me. I don't expect much from you. I just want to be me, and only me.
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